what is right what is wrong? I am stuck in a position where, I am very lost between the right thing to do and the ability to do something. This is 2 different paths.
I do not have the answer but I think back of the story about a woman who has 2 sons. One is selling umbrella, another one selling ice-cream. the moral of this story is to think positive. there's little joy in everything that happen. You can't control the weather but you can control what you think.
Why I feel so down. It was because of the guilt. I have been guilty of what I have not done better. My doubt on my ability has been the strongest reason that withheld me. Now I will understand why people choose to end their life, I wont. Because of her, because of the family i have, and because of the ones that cares and because Tao forbids us.
To leave, is the dream I will pursue. To leave with or without her is the thing I am contemplating. Will I give her what she deserve?
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